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It is finally OVER~!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
lol. actually, i'm not like some nerd (LIKE SOME PEOPLE) so i'm not feeling as hyper as SOME PEOPLE. Cos just before PSLE i used to do everything i normally do so now, i dont feel the difference, really.

BUT THE FEELING OF WATCHING TV, NOT CHANGING (note: 'changing', not 'wearing' =.=")YOUR CLOTHES, BEING ABLE TO LAY ON MY LIVING ROOM SOFA WITHOUT A CARE OF THE WORLD OR HAVING THOUGHTS OF 'I SHOULD BE STUDYING' IS JUST HOMG HOMG HOMG HOMG HOMG HOMG HOMG HOMG HOMG HOMG HOMG HOMG HOMG HOMG HOMG AMAZING. (i meant to press ctrl b to bolden but i pressed v and realised that THAT WAS APPROPRIATE)

but i would still tell all the aunties and uncles when they ask me what i would be doing after PSLE that i will be doing what i do even now...

HERE'S AN EXCERPT FROM MINE AND KIMBERLY'S CONVERSATION:


/shut up and roll says:
O_O
/shut up and roll says:
you cant post?
~§ÚÐП~says:
posting, talking to you, watching tv
~§ÚÐП~ says:
OH THE PRESSURE
/shut up and roll says:
i totally understand
~§ÚÐП~ says:
thank you.
/shut up and roll says:
poor girl.
~§ÚÐП~ says:
i appreciate your understanding. can you please go study now?

I AM SUCH A NICE FRIEND.

Anyway, i wish best of luck to all my higher mother tongue friends (yo, atra) for tomorrow. I know how it sucks for you guys to see hope and aaheli screaming outside 5C classroom of how psle's over BUT YOU WILL GET YOUR MOMENT TOO. SO DONT WORRY MY ACQUAINTANCES! i suck at spelling. i wrote acquantices at first.

LET ME TELL YOU ABOUT HOW ALL MY PAPERS WENT.

Day One - English
I suck at english. Like a lot. I was lowest in class for my prelim paper, much to all of yals' delight. (p.s. do you know that i'm still wearing my pinafore... YES I DIDNT EVEN TAKE OUT MY BELT... OKAY I JUST DID. i have a resolution to finish this post by 6pm. now it's 4.47pm).

So... wait, mum calling, asking me to change my clothes hmpf.

OMG. THAT LINE ABOVE WAS WRITTEN AT LIKE 4:35PM AND NOW IT IS HOMG 12:23AM

Yes, I know.

OMG. THOSE LINES ABOVE WERE WRITTEN AT LIKE 12:23AM AND NOW IT IS HOMG 2:14AM.

Lol. I'm so sorry guys. Nevermind, I'll just continue

Anyway, I was quite scared for English at first, especially Composition as I KNEW that I won't finish in time. Thankfully, I DID. But here's the point: I added this last sentence at the end and before I could finish it, the teacher said 'stop writing'. I DIDN'T EVEN PUT A FULLSTOP! Sigh. It would have been better if i had just cancelled that extraa line.
For Paper 2, I think that some parts of the MCQ (e.g. graphic stimulus and vocabulary *thank God I knew what all the words in the options meant*) were quite easy but there were some questions (or rather this particular one) which I was quite confused about. The word given was 'detest' and we were supposed to find the closest in meaning. The options were, if you forgot, disliked, hated, shunned, condemned. I chose 'hate' at first but as usual I overthought and in the end changed my answer to 'shunned'. I suck, hell yeah. I'm so angry at myself. Every mark really matters, you see. As for the open-ended, I thought S&T was easy EXCEPT for this question:
Harry likes gardening. His sister does not.
________________ do not share______________________.
I was stumped by this one. I anyhow wrote 'Harry and his sister do not share the same likings in gardening'. Is there such a word? I doubt so. And Cloze Passage was pretty tough. Grammar Cloze was easy. So was Spelling and Grammar except 'mischeivously'. I put an extra 'i' before 'ously'. =.=" Comprehension too, I would say, was good, except the question of how did the lady know where his tribe was, or something. I forgot to mention that she LIVED there. Urgh.

Overall, it was... ♥♥♥ (3.5) out of five hearts


Day Two - Mathematics
There's nothing much to say about this one. It was plain easy. (I don't mean to offend anyone who thought it was difficult, by the way. This is my POV. Anyway, we're each strong in different areas.) I studied till 12.30am and slept at this room where the bed was next to the hall, where my sister always studies in (and she only studies @ night). And since I am very sensitive to light and sound, I could hardly get any sleep. So I was having a bad headache when I woke up (yes, I did sleep a bit, jaclyn, so yes, I COULD wake up). When I was brushing my teeth, I couldn't balance myself to bend over the sink and not move. Yeah, so the sink was weirdly moving. I felt as if I was going to just faint. Due to all this, I was also in a really bad mood. I tried not to show it and vent it on momma but I did - like a bit. Then she suggested that I ate some of the chocolate my sister bought for me.


FLASHBACK


The previous night, I ran out of Maltesers.... and so I asked my sister to buy me some more packets of these (I really like 'em) and in the end, she bought a lot of other chocolatey stuff like hersheys chocolate sticks, M&Ms, 2 Subway cookies, loackers WAFERS... BITE SIZED (note: image is not exactly the one bought)! Yeah, she's so nice. In the end, I found a packet of maltesers in the fridge. =.="

And I was going SUPER high just by LOOKING at the amount of chocolate I had at my hands! But in the end, my eldest sister ate a lot of my stuff I was dam* pissed cos I was saving them and everything. Hmpf. But oh well. I should have gotten used to it by now. =(

END OF FLASHBACK

Yeah. I told my mum that the packet of maltesers were in the fridge and just to bring that but in the end, she just brought the whole plastic bag of chocolate. And I just took the packet of maltesers.

I guess in the morning, my jaw muscles don't get enough exercise from talking or anything so when I was eating the... *gosh..* balls.... I thought that they.... um..... were really.... hard. So it kinda hurt eating them but at the same time, they were nice so I just kept on eating. Thank goodness this chaos happened on the day of the Mathematics exam, a paper which I think I can handle well.

And guess what? The chocolate worked. I was hyper again (again is an understatement) and my head was cool during the exam, which definitely helped me to perform rather well. I felt so sick that morning I was even crying because of it and when you cry, your head hurts esp if you're trying NOT to cry.

(So next time you feel like crying, take Tyra's advice. LET IT ALL OUT. JUST CRY YOUR HEART OUT AND HENCE THAT CRYING PHASE... DONE AND OVER WITH)

So my head was hurting bad in that sense and just taking that short distance walk from my home to the bus-stop (HELLO THE BUS STOP IS SO NEAR I CAN JUST THROW MYSELF OUT [maybe if gravity didn't exist]) helped me to cool myself down kinda cos the nice cold breeze was so refreshing (ADVERTISEMENT FOR THE FLATS IN THE AREA).

Anyway, I tried to do the paper very slowly so that less mistakes would be made (i think it is easier to do that than rush and try to spot the mistakes when checking cos usually you CAN'T find them) and finished it at 10am - half an hour left... so I just checked... and found one mistake... and I was kinda jumping for joy after the exam cos I was rather confident (note that I DONT mean to sound proud - why do you think I am using so many kindas and rathers) that I did well.

And after the exam, I actually went to Puja! =)=)

Okay, I understand you have no idea what that is but it is this MAJORR festival we Bengali Hindus celebrate. The first five days of this is preparation for the next five days, which would be the Puja (this means 'festival' in bengali. the main goddess here is Durga so the festival is commonly referred as Durga Puja). The tenth day, though, the statues of the gods and goddesses are immersed in the water. It's really cool, no? There are three organisations holding three different thing-os. And yes, at least one of them DO have the service of going on the ship and actually watching the thing take place. Yup. And people start dancing. It's apparently really fun to go and everything. I think the festival's really cool and fun and all the boys, girls, and women (note that I didn't mention men.. think they cant care less) take this as an opportunity to be able to show all the new dresses and sarees bought for the days. Yeah, it's tradition to buy new clothes and it's like, you shdn't wear old clothes.

So OBVIOUSLY nobody from primary 6 went on the exam days *nerds, all*. But I went for the morning/afternoon session of the thing and I was quite hyper then and everything and many people were quite surprised to see me. I really hope no one thinks that I'm so carefree because I was successful in my DSA applications cos that would just suck cos it's so untrue. All of you KNOW how I am, being all slackey all the time and only studying (and studying like hell) the evening before the exam. Anyway, at the place, I would be talking in Bengali so yeah, that day I WAS studying during the afternoons.........

P.S. Mathematics: Overall, it was... ♥♥♥♥♥ out of five hearts~!
(the hearts are not an indication of say, how much i may get for the exam it's just how well it went NO NOT SAME THING.)


That day, my sister was talking to me in my sleep and she asked how the exam was and before that I was apparently asking her to open the box.

"Huh? What box?"

"Exactly."

LOL. I find it quite amusing and funny and cool of how I say such random things in my sleep (i once caught myself in action as i was only half asleep. i was saying fractions!). Anyway, I said it was easy. And when she asked if I had any confusion I said no.

And I apparently talk in my sleep like, very often. I think I need a psychiatrist.

Day Three - Bengali

After that horrible sleeping problem, I slept in the master bedroom and I slept... realllyy well. =) =) I actually woke up at 5.40am but since it takes only half an hour to reach there and the reporting time was 7.30am and no one is supposed to enter before that, I decided to sleep more. AND I WOKE UP AT 6.20AM. COS OF MY PHONE ALARM! And I also woke up for Mathematics cos of my phone alarm! Grr. Digital clocks are not reliable. Mummys who switch off the alarms of digital clocks and go back to sleep are not reliable. MY PHONE IS RELIABLE. Why? Oh, cos it's MY PHONE. Nothing can come between us. We have like, the strongest relationship in the world. My life consists of just me and my phone and as of today, blogging. I guess, I'll try to pick up the habit again. And try to demolish that guilty feeling which comes with every lenghty post (= every post) that I had spent too much time on.

So anyway, (it's 3.34AM!) let's talk about Paper 1.
Q1 (not picture). You were buying a gift with your aunt for some birthday party (i saw Q2 first, and made my decision of doing tt one instantly so i hardly read Q1) in a shopping mall when you saw a boy crying.... blah blah blah.

Q2 (picture~):
First pic.... four kids playing in this field. background of a tree tilting as if swaying in the wind. and a lot of leaves flying around. so its a windy day basically. and the kids are playing with a ball
Second pic.. Same thing but in the corner there's this old lady who seems to be walking towards them
Third pic... same background but the kids are crowding around the old lady. i doubt she's telling them a bedtime story.
Four pic... a boy and a girl walking on a path with the old lady
Fifth pic... A house (obviously the old lady's) and in front of the door was this tree, horizontal. So obviously the tree was uprooted in the windy day.
Sixth pic is always a question mark, duh.

I could only check my paper half-way through but it's okay. I think it went quite well. Just well. Not that good ahh. As for Paper 2, it was really easy. Not like really really but DEFINITELY easier than expected. =)

Overall: ♥♥♥♥ (3.75, actually) out of five hearts

Science
Can we not talk about it? Yup, that's how hard I thought it was. Not die-die-hard but you gotta admit that it was pretty tough. I thought my phrasing of all my open ended answers just sucked. Like, for some, I knew the concepts and I knew the answer but I just didn't know how to phrase it. And I got the caterpillar question (how does it aviod being detected [behaviour]) wrong. =(

BUT WELL, JA HOBE HOBE. =) =)

LOL THAT'S BENGALI but it pretty much means that what's gonna happen will happen. So yeah. =) That's my mum's like, motto. She's always like, whatever's in your destiny. But of course, it doesn't sound emo like how you guys abuse the word 'destiny' till it's like... something all philophosical and like, 'sighh'. I DONT KNOW. BLAH.

Overall: ♥♥♥ out of five hearts

Anyway, after the exam, I went to the function of the Puja thing after school with aaheli and it was SO BORING. We were like playing heart attack and chopsticks with sristi and her sis and I was like, what am i doing here? But at least I could listen to songs on my phone. In the evening, it was a hell lot more fun. I watched 'Give it to me' by Madonna on TRACE so the song was in my head for the WHOLE DAY. IT'S EXACTLY FOUR AM AND I'M STILL SINGING IT. I actually watched it about another two times before. But I guess since I was talking about it to kimberly, the song kinda stuck. KIMBERLY HELP ME COPY PASTE WHAT I WROTE TO YOU COS IM USING A LAPTOP NOT THE MAIN COMPUTER AND MY CONVERSATIONS ARE NOT SAVED. Yeah, and being all crazy, I was singing it out loud to like the people I was hanging out with. And stupid people (it's just aaheli and this other person) kept saying that I was singing it to... Okay cos while I was singing it, in three instances this guy walked past us who was in bengali school with us too so they were saying that I was trying to call him/attract him OR WHATEVER STUPID THINGS THEY WERE SAYING LIKE WTH! And cos the song didn't go away at all, I had to force myself to stop singing and doing that action of... INDEX FINGERS. STICK OUT FROM EACH HAND. MAKE A CIRCULAR MOTION WITH THEM. That's the step when the lyrics is 'we can go on and on and on'. It was like homg so embarrassing but super funny at the same time (even though i was kinda the object of the joke. i dont mind laughing at myself... YEAH MAN LISTEN TO SPONGEBOB'S ADVICE THAT SOMETIMES YOU MUST KNOW HOW TO LAUGH AT YOURSELF TOO AND THEN SPONGEBOB SAYS THAT HE DOES IT ALL THE TIME AND THEN HE TAKES OUT A MIRROR AND STARTES LAUGHING AT HIMSELF HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA THAT WAS HILARIOUS.).

At some points, I was panicking cos it was getting late and almost 12am, meaning the next day alr. and also meaning breaking my SOLEMN PROMISE of posting at the end of PSLE. :( but anyway must be considerate to HMT friends AND I NEVER SPECIFY TIME ZONE OKAY? =)

It's 4:13 AM.

My cousin sister and aunt are at my house again. Tomorrow I will go to Puja again yay.

I was actually trying to access blogger.com to just post what i had already but my phone's internet was... being PMSey. Er, yeah.

I think I'm gonna change the tempelate of this blog. Like, now.

Muax I LOVE ALL OF YOU AS MY DEAREST FRIENDS (even if you suck or something =P)

SUDESNA.

NOT SUDESMOND OR SUDESMAN. OR ROY.

AND DID I MENTION THAT I APPEARED IN ALL MY PAPERS EXCEPT SCIENCE (for bengali paper, they mentioned harry potter in graphic stimulus).

Goodnight~!

*NOT AN HINT OF SLEEP IN MY EYES AT 4.18AM*