YESTERDAY'S POST -- A BIT BECAUSE I COULDN'T FINISH IT.

I'm feeling depressed..

There was netball on Monday, but none of the seniors came, and only Sha Men and Joie came, besides the juniors, as well as me. But I asked Amy and Amierah, and they said that they would be coming for netball tomorrow. I dunno.. Cassie wanted to come, but she has a school trip, so sad. Jewel just says maybe and then doesn't come. Enyf, Rachel and Tiara just don't want to go. I can't even reach Yan Min

At least there's holiday netball training. First Wednesday and Friday, then the next Monday, Wednesday, Friday.

I just wish I could go through the whole of this year again. It's passed so quickly.. and so many oppurtunities lost, so many misunderstandings created. Just to rewind this year, and go through everything, even the bad stuff, would be worthwhile. It's been one of the best years I've ever had. Netball, friends, seniors, juniors, everything!

Sigh.. I feel like those words from 'I'm With You' by Avril Lavigne.

'Cause nothing's going right
And everything's a mess
And no one likes to be alone.

It's just so.. depressing. All I do all day is sit in front of the computer or TV, read, eat, get the occasional call from someone, but rarely, because they've all gone out, and then my sister and mother come home, and then my sister will be the brat that she always has been, and my mother will scold me for no reason except that my sister was being a brat. After that, I have to go upstairs to my idiot cousin's place for dinner. I don't have a problem with going up. I just have a problem with being in the same place as an insensitive, insufferable, irritating, idiot, who says exactly the wrong thing all the time.

It's not really like it's that bad all the time. It's just that, well.. some days are worse than others, today being one of them. But school was nice.

Morning, I missed about an hour, because we had this briefing thingy for our trip to India. After that went through SS papers, and it wasn't so bad. The six of us who stayed back to go through SS papers went for recess at 10am, then we went to the Music Room for dance practice. During recess a senior was.. being disturbing. Ahem. Not gonna dwell on that.. it's just.. nevermind.

The practice was okay. But since we weren't here yesterday because of zoo trip, we had like, a serious lot to catch up on, practically the whole last modern dance. I can't believe it, they're using Singapore Town for modern dance. It's so weird. The Nanjing girls are also using Singapore Town for performance.. freaky.

But Miss Lui asked me to help the others do their necklaces/gifts for our buddies, but it was a nightmare. Beads flying everywhere, people having no idea what to do and proceeding anyway.. ugh. Makes me freaking mad every time I think about it. Drove me up the blinking wall.

Anyway, after we did the dances, about 4 of us stayed back to do our necklaces. It was really fun.

*Add-on - We can't bring our handphones to India!