~Lalala..

This is the 124th post. Sudy's was the 123rd post. -.-"/ I'm spoiling the wonderful number. Oh well.

Homework is stressful.. and erasable pens rock. But I have to buy a new one soon. Mine is running out of ink. Yeah.. I'm random. Ehh. I can't think of anything to write on my zhou ji but I can meander from topic to topic on this post. How lame.

Oh yeah.. normally they start House Practice at month before Sports Day. But since this year it's Games Carnival Day(how I hate that change) probably we won't get to do as many lame and fun stuff while waiting for Sports Day to be over. Urgh. I hate changes being made to things that have always been since we were P4. (which really isn't that long ago though it may seem so.) GCD IS IN 2 WEEKS.

Mehh. I am right now rushing zhou ji and Bio. It's like this weekend they decided to give us a break. Ah well. My estimated time required to finish both are 2.5 hours. Or 4 hours, if you take into account wasted time looking for random blogskins and chatting, and, of course, blogging.

I feel depressed. I always feel depressed on Sundays for some reason. Mrs Sng is giving us 'two days grace' to hand in our bio. Probably most people will hand in on Tuesday. Hardworking ones and guai ones and people who accidentally finished early will hand in on Monday. Then Wednesday and Thursday (yes, thursday) is for people who generally hand in homework late. Just my random thoughts floating around. Lalala.

Right now, I don't like school. School hours suddenly seem a lot longer than usual. After the first period I find myself wondering how long more until recess. By the fourth period I'm thinking of going home. By the period after recess, I'm continuously checking the clock. It's suddenly a lot more boring, even periods where you actually do stuff. English is boring because I'm in a depressing and non-responsive mode during school hours and after school hours. Math is boring because I hate doing exercises and worksheets and whatnot endlessly. Science is boring because of the same reason as English. Chinese is boring because normally we'll be on the floor, copying endless amounts of stuff.

So actually 2 of the 4 main subjects are boring because of me, not the subject or subject teacher. (i.e, Eng and Sci, and Math a maybe.)

I'm bored right now. I have homework, and I haven't even started. I've written one line on my zhou ji, consisting of 'This week, I have.." and that is all, when translated. I haven't even started the first line of my Bio. How sad. Urgh. I have no idea why I feel so un-responsive. Maybe it's good that there's no netball on tomorrow, instead being changed to Friday. I'd probably dread it, a first for me since early early P5.

I hate full schedules. I hate being so tired that I fall asleep when on moving vehicles and when I'm on the bed. I hate Sports Day being changed to GCD. I hate not being able to make my own choices and being unable to continue in something I love. I hate tuition. I hate babysitting my sister. I hate having to deal with her tantrums. I hate having difficulty in getting my point across because she doesn't want to listen. I hate being inadequate. I hate being depressed and non-responsive. I hate being bored. I hate homework. I hate deadlines. Urghh..

Don't bother paying attention to the last paragraph.. it's just depression talking.

Doesn't look like this year we'll have many excursions, because of our PSLE. I can hardly wait for the March hols. No more endless school days, hahas. I can't believe it's the 8th week, starting tomorrow. But there's the Math CT1!! Urgh. I know I'm gonna fail.. Tan Rong claims she knows she's gonna fail too.. but she's prone to being underestimating of herself and thinking that one mistake is the end of the world and equals a fail.

Lalalas.. I really need to do my homework..

Hh